"Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies,
While deep inside you’re bleeding?
No you don’t know what it’s like,
When nothing feels alright,
You don’t know what it’s like,
To be like me
To be hurt, to feel lost,
To be left out in the dark,
To be kicked, when you’re down,
To feel like you’ve been pushed around,
To be on the edge of breaking down,
When no one’s there to save you,
No you don’t know what it’s like,
Welcome to my life
No one ever lies straight to your face,
No one ever stabs you in the back,
You might think I’m happy,
But I’m not gonna be okay!"
hey babydolls! :) yesterday i didn't update because i didn't go to school! i had to go with my megs to the hospital! her eyeball was swollen shut [ she has conjunctivitis ] and i called her today after school and it got worst! :( my poor megs! *iloveyou-get better!* :) so i stayed home with her and plus i was a little sick.. so today i woke up at 6:30 and got ready! i went to my locker and here comes lynds and kate walking down! so i went to kate's first period class with them and talked to her for a little bit and then 1* we answered some questions 2* i wasn't in there 3* took a test and miss breanna wasn't in there with me! :( 4* career fair with my girls! :) lyndsay was getting pissed because we kept leaving her but we still <3 her! 5* talked to the normals 6* lunch with the girlies 7* talked to the normals 8* got a packet and did vocab in it with lyndsay and katelyn! we went down to the cafeteria because some asshole was being ignorant to katelyn and i wanted to bust him in his dome! ughh.. me and lynds had to go next door and get the big dictionary and these kids were like "hey ladies.. can we come with you?" ;) ...haha pervs! 9* test, which i probably failed because she made me take it and i wasn't there for the review! after school i came home and called megs and took like a 1/2 hour nap! then i got online and talked to lynds, torrence, and jaime! lyndsay told me some interesting information and called me to explain it better. some people are so unreal! i swear! blaah! so now i'm chillen here talken to my girls! i don't want to go to school tomorrow - noone's going to be there! that sucks.. well, i'm gonna go shower & straighten my hair!
Peace Out Girl Scouts! ;)
<3 *bRiT NiCoLe!..